Monday, October 20, 2014
Part 2: Of Miracles Do Happen
If it does how will it come. So my mindset began to change. If it meant me giving up or losing my health insurance, so that another could have a chance at life like me then so be it. I said that I believed in God. That I trusted God, so that is what I had to do. Now I am back on the insurance, I have been tested and the spot on my lung is gone. My quality of life is better. I give God all the glory, because not only did he show me; me. He taught me that sacrifice comes in ways that we are not willing to give. If we do these things for one another and trust God. The things that he would and could do for us. We must be life givers in order to be life receivers. It has and never will be about Obama care. It is about the giving of life. So look hard into your mirror and see what you are. A life giver or a life taker. Please write me back. I would like to know what you think.
Miracles Do Happen
Hello,
On this beautiful day that we all have not seen before. On December 31, 2013 unbeknown to us, I would not have insurance in the coming year. Now every year my husband has to renew on his job. Thought all was taken care of. The way we found out, when it was time to be tested again. It could not be done for lack of insurance. We all know going through cancer. One can not afford to do that. The risk of not getting your treatment is great. I became angry with the insurance company, because did they not understand what this meant. then I was upset with my husband. there had to be something that he did not do. When he called they told him that they needed more paperwork, to verify who I was. Now one would think that after twenty years there would be nothing to verify right. They wanted to make sure that I did not have other insurance that could be my primary insurance and his be my second. Now all of this came about do to the Affordable Healthcare Act, some of you call Obama care. Now before you Obama haters go get you panties in a wad, listen. The insurance company told us that it would be three months before they would approve my coverage, crazy right! By the end of May I was back on the insurance. Once that happen, I had to make an appointment with the chemo doctor. test had to be scheduled. We had to find out if the cancer had spread any further. Like I said earlier, I was angry that this would happen now, like really! It was not until I became quiet, that I started to get some understanding. See so many times we say with our mouth that we care for family, friends and people. We talk about the good that we would do, if only. When the opportunity comes along and we can do those things that we spoke of, then that is when the truth really comes out. That is when we really find out who and what we are. We are a people for the most part willing to do or give as long as it cost us nothing. If it is on our terms, but that is no great sacrifice. When you have to give in ways that you are not willing to give. Then what is truly in your heart begin to come out. When God begin to show me; me. I became sorrowful in my heart and I had to repent. All I cared about was me. See I found out that it really did not matter if others had health care or not. It did not matter if someone else mother had a fighting chance with cancer. It did not matter if a father or brother could get care for a heart condition. It did not matter if a child got a chance to grow up and one day have a family like me. But when you have to look into the mirror and what you see is not so pretty, and if you really want to be that person that you say with your mouth. Than you will change. See the chemo was helping but at the same time I was suffering. My quality of life was not that great and I had been praying to God, please give me a miracle. Sometimes we don't know if the miracle will come. If it does how will it come.
On this beautiful day that we all have not seen before. On December 31, 2013 unbeknown to us, I would not have insurance in the coming year. Now every year my husband has to renew on his job. Thought all was taken care of. The way we found out, when it was time to be tested again. It could not be done for lack of insurance. We all know going through cancer. One can not afford to do that. The risk of not getting your treatment is great. I became angry with the insurance company, because did they not understand what this meant. then I was upset with my husband. there had to be something that he did not do. When he called they told him that they needed more paperwork, to verify who I was. Now one would think that after twenty years there would be nothing to verify right. They wanted to make sure that I did not have other insurance that could be my primary insurance and his be my second. Now all of this came about do to the Affordable Healthcare Act, some of you call Obama care. Now before you Obama haters go get you panties in a wad, listen. The insurance company told us that it would be three months before they would approve my coverage, crazy right! By the end of May I was back on the insurance. Once that happen, I had to make an appointment with the chemo doctor. test had to be scheduled. We had to find out if the cancer had spread any further. Like I said earlier, I was angry that this would happen now, like really! It was not until I became quiet, that I started to get some understanding. See so many times we say with our mouth that we care for family, friends and people. We talk about the good that we would do, if only. When the opportunity comes along and we can do those things that we spoke of, then that is when the truth really comes out. That is when we really find out who and what we are. We are a people for the most part willing to do or give as long as it cost us nothing. If it is on our terms, but that is no great sacrifice. When you have to give in ways that you are not willing to give. Then what is truly in your heart begin to come out. When God begin to show me; me. I became sorrowful in my heart and I had to repent. All I cared about was me. See I found out that it really did not matter if others had health care or not. It did not matter if someone else mother had a fighting chance with cancer. It did not matter if a father or brother could get care for a heart condition. It did not matter if a child got a chance to grow up and one day have a family like me. But when you have to look into the mirror and what you see is not so pretty, and if you really want to be that person that you say with your mouth. Than you will change. See the chemo was helping but at the same time I was suffering. My quality of life was not that great and I had been praying to God, please give me a miracle. Sometimes we don't know if the miracle will come. If it does how will it come.
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
AMERICA : IS IT SO DIFFERENT?
The last time I communicated with you, there was so much going on in my life. There still is, and there are so many of us going through. It is how we go through that matters. As things happen in my life. I look at the lives of other people from all walks of life. There is such a great disappointment, because America has always called itself the American dream. What kind of dream is it when the people that we elect to govern our country can not and will not govern it with integrity. These leaders that we elect, who are always in the public eye. They seem to think that it gives them the license to steal, kill and destroy. Remember these are all characteristics of the devil and not God. I know people will say well I do not believe in God, but yet most of the laws that we live by come from the bible. So the point is and always will be, how should one govern themselves. Yes, we all fall and mess up, but the things that these people do. It tells you that they never intended to do any of the things they said. My mom always told us if you don't stand for something then you will fall for anything. The sad thing is they stand for everything that is wrong. It is a privilege to be in a position, where you can be an example to people. It is when they get in these positions that we began to truly see what they really are. We find out that they have no integrity. They justify what they do by saying. If I don't get with them, than they black list you. So I guess it is better to become like them, than to stand for what is right. That means to sometimes stand alone. "God said, that you have more with him, than without him." I use to think that our government system was messed up, but I have found that it is not the system. But the people who are suppose to uphold it. Please by all means do not just believe what I am saying, but look around. Truly open your eyes and look. Listen to what is being said and done. They want you to focus on things that are happening in other countries. While our country go to hell. CEO's get a bonus for Christmas, but never really did anything to earn it. While the people who should get nothing. The potions of food we buy are getting small, while the prices are going up. Minimum wage can not take of a family of two let alone four. Hate is at an all time high, and it is no longer in just color, but for many different reasons. People want to tell you how to rise your child, but will not pay for your child. Then will punish you and your child when they can not control them. The school system says we don't have the money for your child to ride the bus. Since they live within two miles they can walk, but when a parent let that same child walk a half a mile to the park. They arrest the parent for child abuse. Should not the school board also be arrested. Kids are getting robbed on the way to school at gunpoint, should not our school board also be arrested. When a civilian is killed the law will go after the person(s) but not with the same convention as for one of there own. America is turning it's back on God. If we do not stop, do what is right. Then we to shall become like Israel. Stop seeing what you want, but what is truly there.
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